FOMO

Fear Of Missing Out

It's a real thing....

If I get bariatric surgery, I fear people won't invite me places because they don't think I can participate, or want to avoid tempting me with unhealthy choices. I also fear that if I do go out with friends or family, I won't be able to enjoy myself.

I want children and a relationship but turn 33 in June and feel that time is running out; I am happy for my friends who are engaged/married and have or planning on having kids, but I feel left behind. This also makes me feel like a walking contradiction. I'm afraid of being left behind in life, and that I'll end up alone. I feel content in my life but feel lonely. Sometimes I feel like a 3rd wheel.

These feelings sometimes make me want to eat to zone out, and it's important for me to find other ways to distract myself. I also need to accept my current situation, and focus on bettering myself.