Life is Boring yet Comforting

In trying to "plug along", I haven't established a routine in writing posts. I more often post on my IG, so give me a follow there!

I weighed in at 264 and change at the beginning of last week (about 18 pounds down), but then gained 2 pounds (blaming it on that time of the month), so it'll be important for me to continue what I've been doing.

My current dinner obsession is an egg/egg white scramble with fajita vegetables from Hannaford, shredded cheese, and sugar free BBQ sauce. I also enjoy pork chops or chicken with a green steamed/roasted vegetable (broccoli, Brussel sprouts). I'm still working on consistent exercise - I'm thinking of ending my Works membership at the end of May because I could use that $40/mo towards other things like pedicures, and for exercise I can walk outside or use the gym in my apartment complex.

Something I was talking with my mom today is letting go of past stressful experiences. I often hold resentment towards past experiences where I feel there is unjust- people were mean, people owe me money, people didn't acknowledge my effort in a situation ... People suck as a general rule and I need to move on. I often think I'm fine, but then months after the fact a memory pops up and I'm just as mad/upset as when it initially happened. I think this will come with life experiences but also, I recognize that I either need to tell the person I'm still hurt or move on, which is an uncomfortable conversation. I'm lucky that I do have friends and family that I can bring up certain situations and feel justified in my feelings.

I still have plans for a couple more posts such as clothing that works as a plus size person, food swaps that work, etc. so stayed tuned for more :)