Spring is here to stay... Hopefully!

I set out on this blog endeavor with high goals. I had an outline of things to say and support from coworkers, friends, and family. Then, almost two weeks go by before I post.... Oops! I need to incorporate this into my weekly routine, just like meal prep. I post fairly frequently on my IG page from weight updates to meal prep, so give me a follow! In other news, there was a storm in New England last week and it sucked to drive (healthcare workers can't just stay home!) BUT brighter days are now ahead as of 4/21.

I've had some successes:

• I finished a book in April.

• I'm down to 265.4 pounds. Check my IG if you want scale proof! My high weight in a dr office is 283.

• A jacket that I got last year and haven't worn isn't as small as I thought. It's serving as a before clothing item. Again, on my IG account!

• My rain jacket stays snapped shut when I get in the car 9/10 times.

• I'm getting full faster and the only times I really have an urge to eat is on the weekends when I go a long time without plans. Fortunately the only negative feeling I'm currently feeling consistently is boredom/loneliness.

• I went to my bariatric intake appointment. This means follow through. The nurse I met with was super nice and gave me protein shake samples.

I've had some times of struggle:

• As stated above, boredom eating. There's only so many chores, workouts, or games on the phone one can play before lonliness sets in, then my brain looks for the next fix. I've tied eating or being on my phone to tv for so long that it's hard for me to just sit on the couch, especially if my phone is charging.

• Tied into boredom eating, "doomsday scrolling". On one hand I have a purpose- I have two apps where I can earn points for scanning receipts and playing games, so I feel like I'm allowed to be on my phone a lot. On the other hand, it would be more healthful to exercise or read more.

• I went to my bariatric intake appointment. This is a negative only because I don't know where I stand on surgery. I've been losing weight so maybe I don't need it, but it would help in the long term and I'd lose a lot more faster. BUT it's a huge decision and do I really want to mess with my stomach/digestive system long term? And constantly think about what I'm eating for the rest of my life?

I have a few other posts planned in the upcoming weeks, such as clothing or workouts that have worked for me, so stay tuned. And if you follow me on here or on IG, thank you! I don't really know my purpose in life but I know I need to be happy and healthy, so I'm doing my best on the daily!